[	mood	|	blah	]
[	music	|	Shakira- No	]

An email I found in my inbox had the following (its edited slightly lol):

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep,
who calls you every night just to hear your voice,
who thinks you're perfect when everything is so imperfect,
who knows when you're crying on the inside- smiling on the outside.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who kisses your hands- and not your lips first,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who guides you when you are lost,
who is not afraid to speak his mind and speak the truth.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the one who thinks the world of you,
who thinks you are everything,
who would give you everything he has,
who constantly has you on his mind,
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "....that's her".

Peace...E.T xXx

Ps. I want to get the OC mix 3, 4 and 5!!!!!! Mix 5 is coming out with an OC yearbook. Doubt it's coming to singapore tho. *sniffs*

P.Ps.  I love you wolly. <3

[	mood	|	teehee	]
[	music	|	Coldplay	]

As we grow up....we learn a heck of alot of things along the way.
We learn that best friends can become distant,
and first loves will never die.
You'll get your heart broken...you'll be the heartbreaker too.
You'll laugh at the funny moments you've had- like the times you were the sole sober person in a party
(watchin your mates going off their faces), the embarassing moments and the like.You'll cry when you think back, but also as you look forward when you realise that time simply passes by way too quickly.  Time is always against you- no matter how hard you try to slow it down or
try to overcome it.
You'll look back on mistakes made and things which have caused feelings of regret. Mistakes may not be
erased, but we can always learn from them so as to not repeat history.
There's so much more that can be said-but not every aspect of life can be expressed through words or through other means.  Certain things in life have to be experienced.

To round things off, just remember to take far too many pictures, laugh too much for your own good, have fun- ALWAYS, love what you do and do what you love, be there for your friends/family and know that
theyll always be there for you, love yourself, be yourself, and lastly- love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset or in a negative state, is a minute of happiness you will
never get back.  Live for the moment.

( Do you like Peas? )

hope everyone's havin an ace weekend!

Peace. E.T xXx

[	mood	|	tee hee	]
[	music	|	99 red balloons	]

Hands down...this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew you meant it..

[	mood	|	lovesick	]
[	music	|	Finch-Stay with me	]

Ich bin in dich verliebt. xxx

( First )

( Second )

[	mood	|	calm	]
[	music	|	Finch- Stay with me	]

Man, i woke up an hour ago.. but i still feel sooo tired. Last night was the shizzle! Lolz.  I didn't take any pictures surprisingly, because I usually do take like a million pix of people.  Hmm...im thinking that it might be due to the fact that I only met some people last night and I could've had my face slapped if i took pix of people who are camera-phobic. hahahah. Maybe next time I shall.

Well, I got picked up in the rain by wolly! (yehhh!! "power!"), (Rainy days are only good for staying in, watchin a movie, and as most people like to put it "havin a cuddle and a snuggle". hahaha. Oh, rainy days are also pretty rad if ya wanna get soaking wet by standing in the middle of a road.) and then we drove to...where did we go? oh yeh! we went to the Hollandse Club aka the dutch club, where we had dinnnerrr. Lol... im still laughing about: "would you get pissed if i dont finish my dinner?" HAHAHAHA. man. I had my OJ! YESS! I <3 OJ!

Then we headed off to Phil's place (he used to go to the german school)..which is really really nice. (its where sam used to live..lol).. and sheesha and beer was involved.  I didn't have any sheesha though..lolz. I know you guyz are prolly saying in ur heads "thats so typical of emily!" hahaha. shhh. Tommy, the dog, is so cute..haha... 

Around 9ish...wolly, phil and i drove to (btw, the band of the night was def. Fall out boy..lol. oh and some german rap music which i dunno the name to, but is really quite wikid!)... boat quay and headed to Eski Bar (sp?).. spotted some familiar faces along the way. Once we got into Eski Bar, i wasn't cold (initially) but like i think 15-20 mins later? I was bloody freezing as hell! haha. I met some people from the German school too...they're kool. (really they are!)

umm.. when i decided i couldn't take the cold, wolly, phil and I decided to walk around BQ. By the time we got back to Eski, we found that the others had taken off to maccas lol.  We all split from there, a bunch going to gotham, a bunch going to this place with the word "cosy" in it? Lol.. and and.. the 3 of us heading home ishly.  We dropped phil off back at his house and then wolly and i drove to get maccas at like the middle of the night! WOOO! haha... we decided to chill along arcadia road where we listened to his bands music (which i do like btw! HONESTLY!, and jack johnson, and yeh kool bands hahaha, we also talked (duh!) and ate maccas, and had ribena, milo bars and what have you.

Sadly, the night ended..lol..but i was buggered. So he drove me home and i ended up feeling very tired by the time i climbed to my floor of my  house..haha. Msged around 3, but cudn't stay awake any longer..lolz.

There's one of my fave songs that I listened to last night, over and over- till i slept (which didn't take long).

"Once again your eyes..make it hard to say goodbye..so i'll just keep driving...Where you wanna go?...It doesn't really matter...As long as you are here with me...With me, with me............  Woah, theres something in the air tonight.....something that makes me feel alive...and I said woah...What were the words that you said to me?...That made me feel so special now............ once again your eyes...make it hard to ask you why...so i sit here knuckles tight....Hands against the wheel...Your head against the glass....and you mean so much to me.....to me, to me...."

Peace out...E.T  xxx

[	mood	|	high	]
[	music	|	Foo fighters- best of you / slipknot-duality	]

2 days ago I got asked if I was free to go out last night.  Good thing I was- because I had THE BEST NIGHT EVER! It's gonna be a night I won't forget (probably because it was my first time- no dirty thoughts people- clubbing).  It was my first night out with Sarah in AGES!! And I know it def won't be the last night cuz we've already made plans to meet up when she gets back from Boston at Christmas. Woot! So here's a quick summary on the nights events:

-Sarah and I met up at BORDERS around 9pm and hopped into a cabbie where we instructed the driver to take us to Clarke Quay.

-We head up to Gotham Penthouse...and we were like the first two ladies of the night..so we practically had all the alco to ourselves! muhahhahah! 

-Drank about.... 8 or 9?? glasses of vodka with all these yummy flavours. And both agreed that vodka cranberry is really really good! hahaha..  doesn't cranberry make u pee tho? ah well.

-Caught up on our lives, updates on everything that's been happening, random topics, music, guyz (duh!), and the like.....blah. Talking with sarah is wikid fun! lolz.

-Realised that Sarah is a really quick drinker..so had to keep up! hahahaha. 

-So we left gotham around 11pm? and then headed in a cab to zouk where we both were already feeling pretty tipsy, which is always good when u wanna dance.

-Get into zouk.... woahhh...lol. ive been in zouk once for a photo shoot during the day when it was empty..but omg..it was REALLY crowded. haha. We had to hold hands whenever we walked somewhere. First stop: the bar.

-Ordered 2 drinks...instead we got 4. ooopz! OH SARAH I KNOW WHY!!hahaha didn't u say it was like one for one? hahahahaha THATS why we ended up with soooo much.

-By now, I couldn't walk straight..but was havin the time of my life! Sarah and I were really giggly...laughed alot.

-Dance floor. Coz it was "mambo jambo" (sp?) night... there were people on the podium thingys doin weird dance moves...i wouldn't call them moves..more like actions. hhahaha. yup..had a right laugh with that! 

-Dancing with randoms- fun!

-Then we had to leave. lol. Sarah and I were really drunk by then. hahahaha i remember trying to walk but everything seemed to move around me soooo fast. like DUDE! haha.

-Cab ride home- took pix...but alot of them are kinda embarassing to put up.hahaha.so i'll post a few.

-have decided that I quite like clubbing and woulnd't mind doing it again- with the right people of course. lol. dont want no party poopers! lolz

So that was my night .Full of fun, and unforgettable!  It's a pity we didn't get to hang out like this before..maybe cuz i wasn't really ready/into this kinda stuff a year ago..but people change ay? lol. While talking and reminiscing bout the past... it was really interesting to see how ive changed so much since i got to singapore. lol..it was like woah! hahaha.

oh and umm..this morning i found out that  iwas calling people and smsing.cept the words did not make ANY sense. but its a good thing-cuz i dun really want to find out i sed something that i wasn't supposed to or something embarassing.lol.

I also woke up with my first hangover. i dont usually get hungover after i drink... but todays was just... yup.. i think its a mild one..just head hurting and walls spinning around still.

anywayz...moving on!

This brings me on to say that Sarah will be leaving to Boston on Friday. Lucky girl! you're gonna have an awesome time mate! Even though Sarah and I have known each other since year 1/2, we didn't really hang out alot while we were here in Singapore.  Kinda sad huh? but yeh..lol. its still kool! I'm gonna miss that gurl ALOT..but i'll be lookin forward to when she gets her ass back at xmas!! =o)   .keep in touch.

Now for a photo posty!

( This was us then )

and....

( this is us now )

and there you have it. lol.

note to sarah: pls tell me if u mind havin these pix up...and ill take them off-straightaway!

catch ya later,

eMz xXx

[	mood	|	blah	]
[	music	|	Avenged Sevenfold	]

Four friends have left in the span of 3 weeks.... it sux.  hardcore sux.  but at least we'll still keep in touch yeh? (emily hopes!) 

Monday: 

-Tara left singapore, back to poland. But she'll be back next year!  lol..she comes every year to visit =o). Oh tara, if you are reading this, can you PLEASE clear out ur email inbox cuz otherwise u wont get ur pix! hahaha..

- Went out with a bunch of aiss people..haha was an awesome night.  Wedding crashers was really funny at some parts. 

-Sleptover at Sam's...Emily came too (other emily)

Tuesday:

-Pancakes at Sam's! WOO!!

-Out with Richard and nick..then like a chick from tanglin came along (kat) with another chick from aiss (tegan).. then some other aiss people came up to meet us.

-Willy wonka... hmmm below my expectations there!

-Everyone buggered off... so richard and I just lay down in a park and talked bout random shit.

Wednesday: 

-Richard's last day in Singapore =o(

-Went to MTV office

-Met up with Kat.

( And now for a photo update )

love em. x

[	mood	|	ecstatic	]
[	music	|	some online radio thing from the uk	]

ahhh i know i just posted like less than an hour ago..but omg..i just went to check the mtv site (as usual) and i saw the clip thats been airing on mtv since last week or something...!!! some of my mates have seen it.but tonight was THE FIRST TIME i saw it myself!! ahhh..im sooooo happy!! =o) and im really happy that i pulled off not looking sick!! (cuz i was bloody sick on the day of shooting!)

CLICK HERE TO SEE ME ON "MTV QUICK FIX"

it's called "TOOTH AND NAIL"..lolzzz...

catch ya later...eMz xXx

[	mood	|	artistic	]
[	music	|	the bravery- unconditional	]

This is the result of boredom at school, lectures, tutorials, and time-aloners...  I haven't doodled or scribbled in AGES..its pretty random..there isn't any theme to it or anything..its just whatever's in my head at the time my lecturers or professors are rambling n mumbling at us. 

Would be nice to have some comments about it..lol... 

THE BRAVERY ON FRIDAY DUUUDES! WOOO!!!

catch ya later.... xEx

[	mood	|	sad	]
[	music	|	The afters-beautiful love	]

So over the weekend, it was AWESOME fun!!! 

FRIDAY:

-i went to get my eyebrows done..lol.. FINALLY!! after soo long of procrastinating..I GOT IT DONE! haha..saw this really hot dude.. *melts*

-sam came to meet me!! and we had subway.hahaha..i find it really kool how the people at FAR EAST subway know both our orders hahaha..  I heart subway. So much.

-So sam and i just went around orchard for some retail therapy, while filling in the details of whats been happening with our own lives lately. very interesting stuff nah?  Sam had to go home to have dinner with her family at an apparently very snazzy place or something, and then i buggered off to laurent's house.  Bloody hell!! his house is wikid.but the road to get to his place..is a fkin challenge!!

SATURDAY:

-FUN!! haha..was supposed to go out drinking at clarke quay i think? but noone really felt like it...so just a small group of us headed to tommy's place on orchard- swimming was involved (HAHAHA MARCO!! POLO!!! MARCO...SEX!!!!! MARCO... CONDOMS!!!... MARCO...... ROLO!!) hahahaahah..*calm*  running around his condo was fun too..and in his actual place...

SUNDAY:

- erm..WAS supposed to stay home and study..but ended up meeting up with Hanne and Tara at orchard for shopping and dinner. Haha! YEP! you guessed it! SUBWAY AT FAR EAST AGAIN!! wooo..lol cept this time i decided to throw the crew off...and order something COMPLETELY different! haha..ive always had the same subway sandwich since Zarah introduced it to me like last year or  something. lolz.  I think i was on a high last nite..lol..but was good fun.

Today..school was okay. tomorrow- fking anatomy test... grrrr. BuT! School ends at 11.30am..so its all good..will meet hanne for lunch and shopping again! AND YES! subway..hahaaahahahahha omg..so pathetic.  I gotta go back to school at 5pm thought for 2 hours of rugby training! WOO!! i absolutely love it! haha..

( CLICK ME! )

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	Flights of Fancy- West Grand Boulevard	]

Hey all, so its practically the end of the week! YAY!  So tomoz school starts at 12 till 2pm, then i'll be off to orchard to meet up with SAMMY!! and then i dont know whats happening with dinner, but im heading to laurent's place after that. lolz.

Ok.. so the lowdown... on the upcoming gigs my friend's (bryan!!!) band has.

WEST GRAND BOULEVARD

1.   8th of August, 8pm, Monday. "World Battle of the Bands". Bar None, Marriot Hotel.  15bux with one free drink... oh and as usual 18 and above.  (for those under 18.. u know the drill.)

2.  26th August, 9.30pm, Friday. "Live and Loud" at Prince of Wales Pub. I think the age thingymajig applies here too.

Would be great to see you all there!! 

Catch ya later!! eMz xXx

p.s if ur not convinced bout them from listening to them on the site, just give them a shot and watch them LIVE!!! hahaha i cant speak proper english man!!  SOO MANY "thems!" hahahah them them them..

[	mood	|	content	]
[	music	|	Jamiroquai- cosmic girl	]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!

May ALL your wishes and dreams come true. mwa. =o*

( And now...the gig pictures!! )

[	mood	|	energetic	]
[	music	|	U2- miracle drug and The white stripes-blue orchid	]

Hey all!! So i dont know why I'm up so early... its weird..maybe I'm just too excited about whats to come.  It's only 8.15 and schools at 12.30 till 2.30.  lolz. i need help! haha.  Nah, its just one of those days for me when I'm actually really hyped up in the morning.  So, tonight I shall be going to Sammy's house for a movie marathon (it was going to be THE OC season 2 Marathon, but the shipment from US hasn't arrived =o( poo.) and everyone's gonna be there =o).  On saturday...haven't worked out whats happening during the day...isn't the band from Tanglin doing their competition then??

Oh, on Saturday my friend's band has a gig happening.  23rd July, 3.30pm, Singapore EXPO, WEST GRAND BOULEVARD-live.   You can check them out online  ...tho they dont sound as good as they do live!!!

I guess I should update on whats been happening- though I won't say everything of course!!  So on Monday, that was a shit day..lol..i had a chinese exam..im chinese, but i can't speak it or write it. lol. As sam would say (but in a different context) "There's no hope for you woman!!" lolzzz...  Sam only says that when I have blonde moments.  Speaking about Sam, i should upload some pix of what we got up to the other day.

On tuesday- GUESS WHAt?!?!?!?!!??! I FINALLY!! FINALLY!! got rugby boots.. =o).. ah i love them...cuz well they're,... rugby boots! lolzz.. i wanna get a jersey now..i do have one from AIS..lol..everyone gets one at the end of the year..but i want a non-aiss one..lol! 

Wednesday was absolutely awesome... i only had like one class planned..but then shitty school placed in an extra class..so i had to go for it... even tho i wanted to skive it like hell. I headed to orchard to meet hanne (Sorry for being SOOO late gurl!) and Laurent. Lunched at Marche, then met up with Sam, Charlotte and Tommy for subway..lol. (and no, the people who went to marche didn't eat subway).  Walked around, shopped around, and pooled around. Actually it wasn't pool- it was billiards??

After that, everyone buggered home..and Miki (a friend of one of my ex-bf's) spotted me walking somewhere with Laurent, lols.. i didn't even recognise her. But was kool bumping into you!!  =o). she thought laurent was my bf.

( Should I post pix?....yeh maybe just a few )

Ok..i better go get breakfast and watch some tv.. =o)..  I waste tooo much time on livejournal i reckons. lolz.

Catch ya later, eMz xXx

p.s remember...west grand boulevard, 3.30pm, singapore expo, july 23rd.